just kill me la.

damn draining okay,
my Indian friend+American friend.
let's called Indian friend H and American C.

so in the family attachment right,
everyone got their partners except me and H
so *bleargh* we were put together.
i guess that was okay 'cause i was giving her benefit of doubt.
AND THEN LEH
the whole way she kept on asking and asking
whether i was okay with having her as a partner.
so i said:'Even if i said yes, can it be changed?'
then SammieWhite took over and covered up
but reassuring her that i was fine.
this process occurred repeatedly.
>:(

then we went to our family,
while the family was telling us about his/her health problems
she kept on cutting in and saying
'ooh, my grandfather has this!'
'my grandfather has that!'
i mean, COME ON LA PLEASE.
her grandfather like got every disease in the world like that.

and on the way back, she wanted to talk about Grey's.
you know very well that i am a very serious TV watcher,
and i take my shows all very seriously okay.
(don't laugh!)
so fine la, talk about Grey's.
she only watched until Season Two leh,
want to argue that Denny is McSteamy
and that he's a doctor and he's going to PrivatePractice.
HELLO!
she doesnt even know that PP is a spinoff
want to argue so much, telling me i am wrong.

WO ZUI TAO YAN REN JIA JIANG DE KE YI MEI YOU!?!!
BU HUI DE BU YAO JIANG ZHE YANG DUO!

you can tell la, i quite angry also.

then she proceeded to bug me about going
to the opening of this new department store, H&M.
THE WHOLE DAMN DAY she was telling the whole world to go
and said that she recruited a whole huge bunch
of people to go la, all so excited la whatever.
i said no cause hello, i ain't walking
to city centre on a day i have late classes to
go see some departmental store with someone
I DONT LIKE.
in the end i found out that no one wanted to go,
and that she went alone.
lucky i didnt go!

sorry for ranting so damn much,
but i think right she really got crush on G all,
cause there's this hot girl who's really nice
(and i like more than H)
whose really close friends with the guys
from my family attachment group and like
she KEPT on making snarky comments about her,
and like trying to get me to agree.
eh, please i like her more than you okay?!!!

grr.


moving on to C.
today went to Sainsbury's with her.
and like the whole way telling me that
she wants this guy to be her boyfriend.
!!!!
apparently she got teased with that guy
(and he's quite perfect all)
and since that episode she's been telling
THE WHOLE WORLD (i am not joking)
about it and saying that she hopes it's true.
always ask me 'did i tell you about Wednesday when that happened?!'
and thruout the whole trip she
was saying that she had suspicions that
he liked her la, that she hopes that he'll be her boyf.

wahlau man.
cannot tahan.
i'm like that in my head also la,
but i'm not going to tell that to ANYONE lor.
these things are meant to be kept CONFIDENTIAL okay.

and also leh, she's damn annoying in lectures.
when i take notes right, she'll always be looking over
to see what i got that she doesnt have,
and since i write so small and purposely
use my hand to cover the slide i just wrote on,
she will ask me what i just wrote
and what my little symbols all mean.
then i miss what the lecturer said next.
bloody hell.
correct me sometimes summore.

and then hor, yday she said to me,
'am i the only one who knows what an acrosome is?!
when the lecturer asked yesterday,
i was the only one who put up my hand!'
and i said la, i did too okay >.<
don't la showoff.

she really keeps track of my quiz results one u know!
then like make little comments after,
you know what i mean i hope.

i feel so self conscious going sainsbury's with her,
cause she doesnt eat carbo, sugar stuff, fat stuff etc etc.
so when i take things also must hide a bit,
cause she looks into my basket and comment one leh!
yeah so what la i want my chocolates
and HIGH SUGAR CONTENT FRUIT CAN?!
summore she go gym everyday.
damn scary.

she's turning into the Belfast KOH la.
feel v competitive with her around
cause i dont exercise at all (dont even know where the gym is)
and i eat damn a lot these few days lor can.

but yay, i am FINALLY happy with how i look!
seriously lor, i dont think i need to lose anymore weight!
big success hor! (:

see la.
i rant so much you guys probably
scrolled through the first hundred or so paragraphs.
but like i feel that i must blog
since i dont see ho online anymore
and i scared that when i tell jho all these
he'll get bored and think:' WTH is this girl going on about?!'

so yeah la, back to the question:
hang out with ppl you dont like/don't hang out at all?

long post, sorry.
but my heart feels damn good now.


BTW PrivatePractice got hot new guy!
i love guys in uniforms la really.
*heart*